Understandably. I would rather not have to stop until it's something that is absolutely needed. I'd like to keep doing them by myself as long as I can then perhaps with a partner. I can handle children and those who are ill on my own with relative ease if it comes to picking my cases for ease.

[ A pause then sigh. Then his words come out as some what rushed and he might be slipping up and calling Eric by name for the first time in front of anyone not Eric. ]

Just maybe not Eric or Ronald unless absolutely needed when I have to partner up. If something does happen in field I don't need Ronald blaming himself or Eric doing whatever Eric would do.