William T. Spears (
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William dropped down from his horse. It had been a long ride - from London straight down to the southern coast of England. But he'd barely stopped, only doing so when his horse refused to go further without rest and water. But each time, William did little more than tap his foot anxiously, trying to focus on anything but his thoughts of what happened the day before.
But now that he'd arrived, there was nothing else to distract him. The horse was forgotten as he walked towards where the English Channel extended out to what seemed like eternity. With the thick fog of the early morning, there was no telling just what was out there. William's breath was shaky as his gaze then drifted down. Beachy Head, a beautiful site for some, with the tall cliff towering over the shore line below. But for him, this day, it was his enemy - or perhaps his closes friend. Whichever the case, he was terrified.
But now that he'd arrived, there was nothing else to distract him. The horse was forgotten as he walked towards where the English Channel extended out to what seemed like eternity. With the thick fog of the early morning, there was no telling just what was out there. William's breath was shaky as his gaze then drifted down. Beachy Head, a beautiful site for some, with the tall cliff towering over the shore line below. But for him, this day, it was his enemy - or perhaps his closes friend. Whichever the case, he was terrified.
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You're quite welcome, Will.
[ Removing her apron to hang aside, she seats herself next to him proudly! ]
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What else have you spent your time with today?
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Nothing terribly unusual, I suppose. I gave the horses a good brush before going into town today. I still haven't received word on those texts I've been going on about. I confess I began supper as early as I did out of boredom, I think...
[ A breath if amusement. ]
Tell me of your day.
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Simply boredom or something more?
[ He can't imagine she's begun to be depressed again, with the way she lights up upon his return from work. But then, maybe that's the only thing she's hanging on to. It may be a worry out of nowhere, but seems he's more paranoid about the idea than he realises. ]
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Not simply boredom, of course...
[ Looking down into her bowl, she pushes the spoon around absentmindedly. ]
Taking care of you in this way gives me a sense of wholeness, another way to express my love and gratitude.
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So long as you're not reverting back to old thoughts and habits being alone most of the day.
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While you're gone, I do miss you terribly. Still, I have you here with me every evening, and you're always there to greet me when I wake. I've that to look forward to.
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Promise me you will tell me if any of those feelings return. As I will with you.
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I promise.
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[ And he finally lifts his spoon, taking a few healthy bites. ]
To answer your earlier question, my day was pretty much the same as usual. Busier, due to us being closed the next two days, but I've grown used to that.
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[ She's begun to nibble at her vegetables, experimenting with dipping them into the broth. ]
I can't imagine no one has pried into your plans for the holidays.
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[ His mug is raised and he enjoys a sip of ale. ]
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[ She says so earnestly-- though perhaps a part of her is glad, for she imagines she'd be a bit jealous. ]
What of your family?
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[ A thought occurs to him. ]
I just realized I never asked if you would be spending the holiday with your own family. I know mine will assume I'm joining them. What of your father?
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Ah, I suppose I never specified... my father had a heart attack, taking his life. Though we had become estranged long before.
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[ Unsure of whether he should give his condolences, he lets his somber tone do it for him. ]
You are welcome to our Christmas day get together, as well.
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Oh, I-- I shouldn't, they would find it upsetting to have me show in such short notice, wouldn't they?
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I'm sorry, Will, I didn't mean to give that impression. I--...
[ She has to push away her self confidence issues, they ruin everything!! She HUFFS at herself. ]
Spending that time with you - among your family... I couldn't be more honoured or endeared by the thought.
[ She reaches out to place a hand over his, holding it briefly to instil her sincerity. ]
I was worried about making your parents uncomfortable, truly... though, I would be there for you, so...
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I can't promise things will go smoothly but I will stand up for you if I must. They won't over shadow you in my mind.
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So... gifts, then! I hope they enjoy books.
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I believe my mother is fond of more fantastical stories. My father would likely be more interested in something biographical.
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[ She chuckles. ]
I'll have to search my collection for something suited to your father's tastes, but I recall one or two more practical texts, at least...
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[ Most of his meal gone, William leans back more comfortably in his chair and focuses on his ale. ]
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Of course you'd say as much, so not to see me fret. [ The fondness in her eyes might hint at her teasing. ]
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