William T. Spears (
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[ Graduating from the reaper academy was nothing to brag about. Sure you gained some skills and were granted permission to customize your glasses and scythe, but beyond that, all that was in the newly trained reapers' future was tedious, unavoidable work encased within long nights of depression and regret. Unlike mortal graduations that were followed by celebration, reapers were informed of how they came to be, what was expected of them, should they wish to redeem themselves, and then shown their personal cinematic records. Forced to relive the pain of their mortal lives. To say it's a traumatic experience is a vast understatement.
William stands alone in his newly assigned, permanent flat. It's barely furnished, with just the essentials, no life or personality to be seen. All that's playing through his mind is his record. A horrific thing to rewatch, certainly, but somehow it was made more painful by a fear that had been newly established. He's suddenly feeling sick from the thoughts and has to exit the apartment to collect himself. Glancing up, he sees a brief flicker of bright red at the end of the hall, and before he can stop himself he's following after it. ]
Grell Sutcliffe?
William stands alone in his newly assigned, permanent flat. It's barely furnished, with just the essentials, no life or personality to be seen. All that's playing through his mind is his record. A horrific thing to rewatch, certainly, but somehow it was made more painful by a fear that had been newly established. He's suddenly feeling sick from the thoughts and has to exit the apartment to collect himself. Glancing up, he sees a brief flicker of bright red at the end of the hall, and before he can stop himself he's following after it. ]
Grell Sutcliffe?
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You were sleeping soundly, weren't you? The sound of those alarms, I don't know if I'll ever be able to ignore them.
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[ Still, he doesn't sound all to pleased about having to get up either. ]
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What's the worst that would happen? They'd fire me?
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[ He reaches over to pat around for his glasses. ]
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I suppose I wouldn't wish to exit this production, now that things have finally started to become interesting.
[ Shifting to roll off of him, she runs a hand along his jaw before she goes! ]
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You find me interesting?
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After all that I'd said, you still didn't think as much?
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Perhaps I simply don't find it so, myself.
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My darling, that much was obvious.
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Perhaps you'll be able to bring my confidence up.
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[ Chuckling against his lips, she presses a kiss to them.
And then, she pushes her hands through his hair, before stepping back and offering them out for William to take. ]
Come, I'll wash your back for you.
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However, it was when they were given their own solo assignments in the field that things started to change. Schedule differences made seeing one another alone near impossible. More often than not, William would return home straight after his shift, not bothering to find out when Grell might be off to occupy his mind. Instead merely burying himself beneath the sheets and trying to get some amount of sleep before he was expected to take more lives. He could feel the depression creeping back on him with each reaping, and the mere idea of an intimate night with his friend made him more mentally tired than it probably would have physically.
Today is much the same. Overtime, a heavy sigh as he finally clocked off for the night, then straight to bed. ]
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Annoyance became sadness, became anger, and she was quite keen to deny herself any sadness, so she fumed hotter as the days passed. At the end of a week, she found herself at his door. ]
William.
[ He's likely disregarded the first few knocks - and even if he hasn't, and considers taking his time, she's sure he'll assume there's to be destruction, if he continues to ignore her while knowing exactly who is on the other side of his door. ]
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What?
[ He sounds exhausted and looks it even more so. ]
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What? What do you think?
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[ He attempts a cold stare but doesn't succeed well enough. ]
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You damn coward.
[ If he's not careful, she'll step inside to grab him by the shirt! ]
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[ While his icy expression may have failed, he's showing no fear in standing up to her inevitable rage. ]
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This couldve been done and over with, but you haven't the balls to approach me yourself.
[ And crouching over him, she leans in closer to speak to his face. ]
And I'm not leaving until you tell me why you've been avoiding me.
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I have not been avoiding you. I'm simply not in the mood to be around anyone.
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[ She'd been looking down her nose at him, as she does with most, but now she's lowered her chin to leer over her glasses. It isn't that she's trying the intimidate him, but she's thoroughly pissed-- because she actually cares! ]
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[ He's certain she wouldn't be capable. ]
I'll reiterate what I've said since we began this relationship. I have no experience with this, nor have I ever been the subject of someone's affections.
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What's that have to do with anything? You wouldn't know unless you'd given me the chance, now, don't you think?
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You are aware now and you're still here.
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[ Her voice becomes fairly mocking! ]
You've never been in a relationship before, you poor thing! Of course, you're right, do continue to ignore me for no foreseeable reason!
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