William T. Spears (
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[ Graduating from the reaper academy was nothing to brag about. Sure you gained some skills and were granted permission to customize your glasses and scythe, but beyond that, all that was in the newly trained reapers' future was tedious, unavoidable work encased within long nights of depression and regret. Unlike mortal graduations that were followed by celebration, reapers were informed of how they came to be, what was expected of them, should they wish to redeem themselves, and then shown their personal cinematic records. Forced to relive the pain of their mortal lives. To say it's a traumatic experience is a vast understatement.
William stands alone in his newly assigned, permanent flat. It's barely furnished, with just the essentials, no life or personality to be seen. All that's playing through his mind is his record. A horrific thing to rewatch, certainly, but somehow it was made more painful by a fear that had been newly established. He's suddenly feeling sick from the thoughts and has to exit the apartment to collect himself. Glancing up, he sees a brief flicker of bright red at the end of the hall, and before he can stop himself he's following after it. ]
Grell Sutcliffe?
William stands alone in his newly assigned, permanent flat. It's barely furnished, with just the essentials, no life or personality to be seen. All that's playing through his mind is his record. A horrific thing to rewatch, certainly, but somehow it was made more painful by a fear that had been newly established. He's suddenly feeling sick from the thoughts and has to exit the apartment to collect himself. Glancing up, he sees a brief flicker of bright red at the end of the hall, and before he can stop himself he's following after it. ]
Grell Sutcliffe?
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[ He takes his glass into the living area. There's not much there, either. A couch, a few separate chairs, a table and gramophone. ]
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It entertains me how seemingly optimistic they are that we'll be keeping such company.
[ Leaning over, she drapes her arms along the backrest of a chair. ]
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[ There's not much he can see being done to the room to make it feel any different. So instead, he decides to take a seat to finish his wine. ]
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Well, yes, but-- three chairs?
[ When he sits, she laughs! ]
Oh, come on, now! Giving up already?!
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[ Crossing one leg over the other he takes a decent sip of wine. ]
It feels better having another here.
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It doesn't really matter, she'd suppose. After all, it was just an excuse to get to know him better. ]
Hm. It does help, doesn't it?
[ Instead of take her own chair, as any reasonable person might, she sits on his arm rest, instead. ]
I admit, I was surprised when you approached me this evening, but I'm quite glad that you did.
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I couldn't sit here alone. Not after the day we've all had.
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[ Siiip. ]
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Apparently you failed to notice all the other new reapers who were being shown to their new flats, at the same time. I was depressed and I saw you at the end of the hall, and decided that would possibly help me. I could have just as easily went to my neighbour, but I went to you.
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You certainly did, but my question is, why me? You disliked the way that I treated you, and seemed to believe that I disliked you, in turn.
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[ He's completely oblivious to why tho. ]
Regardless, I haven't spoken to many others we trained with. At least I had some time along side you.
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Well, I'm glad you realise that now, in any case. [ Arm resting about his shoulders, she leans over to settle her temple atop his head with a croon. With more giggles! ] For I do adore you so.
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You've made that clear, now can you stop.
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[ While she does pick her head up to look at William curiously, she still keeps her arm on his - now, while her fingers idly dash through the ends of his hair! It certainly doesn't help, now that she's becoming a bit tipsy. ]
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[ His shoulders rise at the touch of his hair and he shifts further away. ]
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Sorry to hear that, Will. For some time, it had been the same for me.
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I wouldn't think that the case. You're a far more dramatic and intimate person than I am.
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Well, I have changed, quite tremendously, and I don't find myself wanting to look back.
[ Turning to face him, she rests an leg before her, ankle on her knee. ]
That's the on good thing about all of this, isn't it? We have the chance to do things differently.
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I suppose, though if I knew how to go about that, I don't believe I'd be here at all.
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Fair. I must say, though, I hardly know how to go about it, myself. I simply think to myself, why am I hesitating, for it surely can't kill me, now, can it? And so, I no longer hold back! If it should make me a mad woman, so be it. Hm? [ Sip! ]
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You're bothered by something I said. [ She slides a foot forward to nudge his! ] Come, now, out with it.
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Honestly, I don't know what you went through. But, it seems all you needed was the freedom to be yourself.
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And what is it that you need, William?
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Certainly not this.
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